Thurs. Nov. 9, 2017: Trying To Resolve the Difficulties

Thursday, November 9, 2017
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Uranus Retrograde
Partly sunny and cold

Yesterday was busy. I spent most of the day onsite with a client, although I managed some other client work earlier in the day, and found some more copy editing fixes that didn’t take in SAVASANA in the afternoon.

Monday’s bad news seems to have been dealt with on Tuesday and we are moving forward. Depending on a few things that happen in today’s meetings, I will be able to talk about it by tomorrow. It means some changes, but not as big as they could have been. There will be a bit of kerflamma in early January, but everything else should stay on schedule. What they’re telling me and what’s actually happening aren’t working together, which is causing unnecessary stress.

I was absolutely wiped out last night and went to bed early. This morning, I woke up with terrible pain in my knees. I’ve suffered from “Broadway knee” for years, from pounding up and down concrete stairs carrying heavy baskets. But this is the good knee, and it’s excruciating.

Knee replacements are not an option, so I have to figure out the problem and come up with a solution.

Put the fixes in Savasana; have to send it off to the publisher. This BETTER be everything — between my copy editor and I, we’ve done four, maybe five rounds of proofreading, and found new things every time. I hope we’re finally done! I want it to release with clean copy!

Meetings in the morning, then my mother gets out her stitches in the afternoon. Then, some more work for a client to send over tomorrow before next week’s meetings.

We had frost last night and are supposed to get very cold tonight. Which means bringing in everything that needs to come in from the deck this afternoon. I didn’t manage to oil the teak furniture — hope it doesn’t crack overwinter.

I have to rearrange things in my bedroom so I can bring up the plants that thrive all winter in the window that gets lots of sun. And, any day that doesn’t rain this weekend means I have to spend time out in the yard, putting it to bed.

FIX IT GIRL is coming along, and so is the Lavinia play. I hope to dig in over the weekend and get some serious progress on both.

Of course, I voted on Tuesday. I wasn’t happy with either of the candidates running for Town Council. But I picked one that I thought was more likely to represent my interests. Of course, the other one won. It just underlined my increasing and continued frustration with the narrow vision of people in this area. They don’t look at long-term. It’s “gimme” with a sense that if someone else has something, it means someone else has to go without, which is not the case. These idiots also voted away their right to vote for certain positions — how dumbass is that? I don’t trust the Town Council to “appoint” positions that were previously voted.

Again, these issues affect the upcoming transitions.

Hopefully, the doctor will be pleased with my mother’s progress, and she can continue to heal.

Last night, we celebrated “Kami of the Hearth” — based on Japanese kitchen goddess traditions. In other words, we got takeout, so I didn’t have to cook! 😉

 

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Wed. Nov. 8, 2017: Everything Changes When You Wish It Wouldn’t

Wednesday, November 8, 2017
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Just when you think you have everything figured out, it all changes.

I got some news that shocked, then angered, then disappointed me late on Monday. I can’t discuss it fully yet; I’m not trying to be cryptic, but I need to order my thoughts and come up with potential solutions. Otherwise, the blog entry will be a single wail of despair, and that’s just boring.

It makes me feel as though the whole past year, where I felt I was gaining some real ground, was for naught.

On the other hand, the time wasn’t wasted, because I learned a lot.

But I have to talk to the other people immediately affected, and we have to come to decisions.

I hope you enjoyed Rhonda Pollero’s piece over on A Biblio Paradise. If you didn’t get the chance to read it yet, please hop on over now and do.

Also, click on over to Kemmyrk, where there’s a piece up about Kami of the Hearth, and some musings about the Two of Pentacles in the Tarot.

I’m amazed I didn’t wake up with a massive hangover yesterday morning. After Monday night, all I wanted to do was to curl up and stay in bed, oh, I don’t know, until the end of the year!

But Tuesday is the day of Mars, of Tyr, a time to get out there and get things done. So I did.

I voted yesterday. We had some local election stuff to deal with around here. Frankly, I didn’t want to vote for either candidate for Town Council. Neither of them bothered to get to know their constituents. They consider themselves “well known” in the area. All that happened was that a bunch of lawn signs went up last week. I have no idea where they stand on anything that affects me. But I went and voted anyway, for the candidate with alliances most likely to align with what I want. And you can damn well bet I’m going to be a huge pain in the winner’s neck with demands that I’m represented. There were also votes on ballot questions that had gotten very little attention. Fortunately, someone in the parking lot handed out information that was useful.

I’m sure turnout will be low; but I didn’t care. It’s my responsibility to vote. Those who ignore said responsibility need to STFU. As far as I’m concerned, they’ve forfeited their right to complain. As flawed as our system is, especially the way the right is trying to move us back before the 1860s, it’s what we have, and it’s our responsibility to do things like vote and serve on jury duty.

I’m trying to reframe Monday’s news and turn it into something positive. It’s an obstacle, but a new direction might be a better one, although I wish it had waited until AFTER the holiday season.

It throws off my schedule for the next couple of years, but, if I make the right decision moving forward, it will pay off. I have to remember the sage advice — don’t make decisions when you’re upset. I need to gather my information, look at my options, and make the most informed decision I can.

Of course, that little voice tells me that’s what I did in the first place, and look where it got me.

It got me some confidence, in spite of the disappointment.

Spent the bulk of the day onsite with a client.

 

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Tues. Feb. 14, 2017: We Vote So We’ll Be Left Alone

Tuesday, February 14, 2017
Waning Moon
Sunny and cold
Valentine’s Day

Happy Valentine’s Day. Please know that each of you is valued.

When you live on Cape Cod, your life revolves around the weather no matter what else is going on in the world.

So it was this weekend. We had some storms come through, although not as bad for us as predicted. The family in Maine got about two more feet of snow dumped on them, with more on the way.

But I stayed in, wrote A LOT (I think nearly 70 pages in total), researched the Italian Renaissance, studied Constitutional Law. On Sunday, I had to drive to a designated site to take the quiz. It was not a space conducive to concentration. I did reasonably well on the quiz — two questions wrong. But, for my own standards, getting any wrong is not okay, so I’m frustrated with myself. But when you’re on a timed site and people keep coming up and talking to you, demanding you drop what you’re doing to take care of them — even though it’s not your job, and you’re just there as a fellow patron — even if you say, “I can’t talk, I’m on a timed site”, it breaks the concentration needed to be successful on the material. However, there’s no room for excuses. It was what it was, and I’ll just have to do better next time, no matter what the distractions.

Add to that snow shoveling and power fluctuations, and I’m a little tired.

Add to that the work I’ve been doing with my elected officials, and I’m even more tired.

So, General Flynn apologized and resigned, and now we’re supposed to forget. Um, no. There’s no way he behaved in a vacuum. He knowingly took actions that sabotaged a sitting president and put the country at risk, and I believe he did so with the full knowledge and encouragement of the incoming president. That is not okay.

There needs to be a full and independent investigation, not just of this portion of it, but of the interconnections. Treason is going on. Not a mistake, not jumping the gun — treason.

Every Senator who agreed to the rushed confirmation and voted for this guy needs to apologize to the American people (with additional apologies to their own constituencies) and cooperate in the investigation. I believe that the investigation will find that some of them colluded and others were complicit in their silence. It needs to be untangled.

Supporters of the Narcissistic Sociopath now want David Patreus to take over. Someone who’d have to get permission from his parole officer to travel. Someone who shared confidential security information with his mistress. Just because she was also American doesn’t make it okay.

Anyone who is nominated must be thoroughly vetted BEFORE confirmation. No more of this rushing. The GOP needs to stop ramming both the unqualified and the corrupt down our throats.

Any Senator who continues so to do must be removed as soon as is possible, be it in the next election, or because that individual, too, is discovered to have committed treason.

Treason is not “disagreeing” with the government, or protesting. It is knowingly and willingly working to undermine it, which the GOP has been doing since 2008. It has to stop. Their oath is to Constitution (meaning “We the People”), not party. Anyone who does otherwise has to go.

That’s why, in all this discussion about flipping districts, I’m not blindly supporting someone just because there’s a “D” next to the name. The individual needs to be researched. If I don’t think a candidate is ethical or able to stand up for beliefs, that candidate is not getting my support, no matter what the letter next to the name. Blue Dog Dems need to go — there’s no reason to have someone in there with a “D” next to the name if they’re going to vote blindly Republican instead of Democrat, or at least standing as an individual. The party platforms are now far enough apart so that if you support one or the other, that’s the party you sign with. If you don’t believe in healthcare or Medicare or Social Security, then don’t run as a Democrat. Putting someone in to a slot just to get enough letters in a particular column doesn’t do any good if they disagree with the policies that got them into office in the first place. You can be bipartisan without betraying either party or country. It sounds contradictory — support your party, but don’t be afraid to stand up to them. Some would say that’s what Blue Dogs do. It’s the “why” that needs to be dissected.

It’s great when there are issues that can be bipartisan — let’s hope the Flynn/Russia interference with elections investigation is one of them, and that there can be more. The point of bipartisan is that you’ve reached a consensus that works IN A POSITIVE WAY for the largest number of people possible. You don’t diminish the greater good; you add to it. And yes, you put your constituency and country AND YOUR OATH TO THE CONSTITUTION before your party. But not out of a fear of not being re-elected; out of a belief that what you are doing is right FOR THE PEOPLE you represent. FOR THOSE INDIVIDUALS. When you’re getting thousands of calls from your constituency telling you to vote against something and you vote for it because it’s the party line — you need to go. You don’t vote the way companies or special interests want, just because they bribed you, as our Secretary of Education did. Call it “donation” all you want — that chick bought her position and is woefully unqualified for it.

Again, I think we need more than two legitimate parties. Not fringe, foil-hatted parties. But genuine parties with clearly defined positions on a variety of issues. Right now, the bigoted racist misogynists have hijacked the GOP. Let them have their own party, and the GOP can go back to being the party of Lincoln. The Democrats are a hot mess, it’s worse than herding cats, because at least cats have common sense. The DNC is trying to appeal to everyone, and therefore only succeeds at pleasing no one. The party, in general, is just right of center, when it needs to break up to be slightly left of center and far left.

The far reaches of each party need to balance each other. Most of us vote because we want someone to represent our point of view so that we can live our lives and not bother with every bill and worry about every decision and every vote. We want to be left the hell alone to live our lives. There’s a need for extreme on both the left and the right, so there’s compromise in the middle that does the least damage. The most good is rarely done — the past couple of decades it’s been about the least damage. Most of us will live with that — win a few, lose a few, don’t take away my earned benefits or mess with my personal, bodily rights. Go do your jobs and leave me alone to live my life.

Unfortunately, that is not possible right now. The GOP is not only violating the Constitution and supporting the Narcissist in his daily dismantling of it, the GOP is actively interfering in my daily life.

The party that claims to want SMALLER government is determined to regulate women’s bodies, decide who one can love and marry, decide who is allowed to use a toilet, diminish education, force religion into schools and onto people who don’t believe in it, deny others rights because of their religion, take away food safety standards, allow polluters to destroy the earth, encourage the collapse of the ice shelves that will drown a good percentage of the population, sell off our natural resources to special interests who will build condos no one can afford anyway, force the elderly into poverty, force wages down so that people can never climb out of poverty (don’t you fucking say “pull yourself up by your bootstraps” when most people live paycheck to paycheck while the top executives WHO DO NOTHING line their pockets will millions). All of this is being LEGISLATED by the party who claims to want SMALLER government. The hypocrisy is astonishing.

My fellow artists and I want nothing more than to be able to go back to creating full time and not worrying about all the rest, but we take our responsibilities as citizens very seriously. We will keep working against corruption, and to move through the current dystopia to the best possible lives for people, where they have individual freedoms, while also respecting others. We will not shut up. We’re not stupid because we work in the arts. One of the things I’ve learned, since I moved away from an art-centric culture, is how much SMARTER people who make their living in the arts are, in most cases (reality show participants don’t count — they are not artists — they are paid spokespeople).

So, no, artists will not shut up. Art has always changed the world, since the time of papyrus and Greek ritual theatre and Shakespeare and Vaclav Havel. It will continue so to do.

Wed. Nov. 6: Juggling Writing and Reading

Wednesday, November 6, 2013
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Cloudy and cold

Just realized I didn’t blog yesterday. I went to vote instead. It was local election time, town council and the like. It was amazing how long the lines were. People take their voting very seriously here.

Got out some pitches, worked with students, continued with an editing project, negotiated for a big editing project that should start in two weeks (I won’t count on it until the deposit arrives), worked on adapting a prose piece for television, and continued working on typing up and fleshing out material from the development notebook.

Getting some work done on the novella this morning before tackling some articles and getting back on the other stuff.

I’ve got a lot of reading to do in the next few days, some for reviews, some for research, and some because I’m deconstructing a series of books by one particular author to learn why she’s so popular.

Have a meeting tonight of the Writers Center Board. Which means I have to be very, very focused today!

Devon

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I Voted!

We were really lucky — lots of people, but the lines moved quickly — in and out, lickety split. And everyone working there was really nice. AND I ran into a lot of people I haven’t seen in ages.

I love the big old voting machines, where you pull the levers.

It makes me feel like I’ve really DONE something!

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Waxing Moon
Neptune Retrograde
Cloudy and cold
Election Day

I had a bad case of the blues yesterday morning. I felt frustrated and out of sorts.

The mystery isn’t flowing as quickly as I’d like. I don’t need to worry, because I’m still hitting my daily quota, but it wants to be written more slowly; until I hit 50K, it needs to get over itself.

I also feel a little overwhelmed with the deadlines, and frustrated by the way various editors and publishers are late with payments. When I meet my contracted deadline, I expect them to do the same. I have a feeling I will end my association with a couple of them by the end of this year. One, in particular, I’ve been with for years, and grown progressively more frustrated with them, both in lack of editorial depth and late payments over the past few years. Yes, it’s a steady income, but is it really worth the stress? Am I better off courting higher-paying clients that pay on time? Probably. But sometimes it’s hard to give up the pseudo-steady money.

I paused to read a chapter in a charming, fun book by Shanna Swendson called ENCHANTMENTS, INC. and wound up reading the whole book in a single sitting. It was a lot of fun and cheered me up.

I also received one of the books I need for research for a story due early next year, but haven’t started it. Except for Nano, I gave myself the day off from writing yesterday.

I had a good morning on the mystery, writing Chapter Four. I got to end on a cliffhanger, which was fun. I seem to be working the chapter-a-day mode right now, which is fine, as long as the chapters meet the word count. The first 400 words of the day are a slog, but then I get into it and it’s fine.

Off to vote. I’m in absolute knots about the election. I expect there to be long lines, so I’m ready.

The attempts at voter suppression this year are disgusting, and those who perpetrate it NEED TO BE PROSECUTED. The fact that they never are is one of the worst miscarriages of justice in this country.

When I get back from voting, I will chill out and then get back to Cornelia and Roman. Their story needs to be finished and out this week. And if I don’t get back to the western soon, I’ll miss the deadline.

Sigh.

Devon

Untitled Helena Francis Mystery: 10,086 words out of 50,000 (Nano goal)

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Untitled Helena Francis Mystery: 10,086 words out of est. 75,000 (total goal)

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