Wed. July 12, 2017: Trying to Write Through Stress

Wednesday, July 12, 2017
Waning Moon
Saturn Retrograde
Neptune Retrograde
Sunny and humid

Yesterday, I accepted the article offer and got out my interview questions to my interview subjects. All but one (a major publisher) responded immediately. I’m going to construct the article over the next few days, hone a few points, and get it to my editor early next week, I think. I’ll approach a different publisher today; I can’t wait around.

Submitted the essay somewhere else. Sent off a book query.

I read a paranormal mystery in the afternoon — some of it I liked, some I didn’t. I’d like to read another book in the series.

Worked on the story for the sick teen. Did some purging of boxes. I’m overwhelmed if I look at the big picture of what has to be cleaned out, but I can manage if I do a little at a time.

STILL waiting on those late payments.

Did some research for the Lavinia Fontana play.

As of today, I have the Sophie Batchelder rights back. Instead of being pushed into a formula that doesn’t work for the books and is far from my vision, I can go back to what I know is the right course for the books and make them even stronger. Title change, series title change, working on cover art, and will start work on the next draft as soon as FIX IT GIRL is done.

Still struggling to come up with the right cover for PLAYING THE ANGLES. I need to figure out a proof-reading schedule for it, so I don’t get too far behind.

There was a ghost writing gig that sounded fun, although I wasn’t sure what the pay rate was. They kept telling me it’s “flexible” — on whose end? Because there’s only so much flexibility in my rates. They also wanted a project-specific sample for free (that would be “no”) and want the bulk of the work to be done via phone — without paying for phone time. That is also “no”. If someone is going to waste my time rambling out loud, I will be compensated for that time. As I’ve said many times before, I have never had a so-called “business” call lasting more than 90 seconds that wasn’t a complete waste of time and entirely about the other party’s ego. No. I charge for phone time, in 15-minute increments. Like a lawyer.

I have two short stories that need my attention, and then I have to dig into “Labor Intensive”. I also need to get going on the Lavinia Fontana play. It’s not taking shape in my head, and I need it to do so before I can start writing it.

It’s difficult to write with life stress pushing down, but all I can do is put my head down, dig in and keep working.  The only way past the life stress is to write my way out of it.

Also, someone I’ve trusted for most of my life performed a major betrayal; that’s always disconcerting. But people will disappoint you, and you have to keep going on.